If she says she isn’t in love with you anymore, unfortunately I think you need to move on. :( You can’t allow her the privilege of being able to have sex and cuddle when she doesn’t want to be with you. It was her decision and she needs to understand what that means - she can’t use you like that, it’s unfair. 

You have me. You have the entire tumblr community. You are not alone, I can promise you that. If your friends left you during one of your most vulnerable moments in life, they really are not friends that you want to have. You are worth so much more than that sort of treatment. No one deserves that. If you are finding it difficult to hold on to any sort of positive thought, try to at least hold on to hope. It’s the one thing that almost nothing can destroy. If you have hope that one day you can move past this, that things will change, it will keep you holding on. It might take a while; you might have to struggle through every minute of every day for months, but I believe in you. I believe that you have the power to conquer this. The fact that you get up every day despite all of this shows just how strong you really are. It’s inspiring!

Like out of the three categories? I honestly don’t remember hahah it was almost four years ago.

Holy shit four years THAT IS TERRIFYING.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d-TKdIFdsDk :)

Which video? I haven’t made one in so long! D:

It’s tragic. That’s all I can really think to say about it. I’m not one of those people who claim that those who commit suicide are selfish, because I think that’s complete bullshit. People on both sides of the spectrum are going to be a little selfish. I’ve been there many times, as many have, and at least in my case, I hated myself to such an unfathomable degree that I didn’t want to deal with the pain anymore. I tried many times to push the pain away for the sake of other people, but it didn’t work, and it only made me feel more shitty. Plus, isn’t it a bit, I don’t know, odd to tell someone that they can’t make a decision because it’ll affect your life? That’s a tad selfish too isn’t it? So I mean, selfishness is unavoidable. Sometimes we need to truly understand what we would be leaving behind (really that’s the only reason I’m still around) but sometimes we also need to at least attempt to empathize with those who are suicidal.

I don’t know how else to really explain it. I just think we are all capable of pushing through those emotions, no matter how awful they are, and find ways to hang on - even if we have to take it day by day, minute by minute. 

Hahah well, thank you? I certainly am very, very lucky and grateful for everything that I have. :)

First of all, you are NOT bothering me, okay? You can talk to me about anything, any time you need to! :)

This probably won’t help much but really it’s up to how you perceive the situation. Do you want to tell him how you feel in hopes that he will break up with his current girlfriend? Or that you two will be able to openly talk about it and find a way to move on as friends? It’s kind of an awkward situation because if you do tell him how you feel, it might put a certain pressure on him considering he is currently in a relationship, which wouldn’t really be fair to his current girlfriend, you know? But I suppose if it is something that is eating away at you, maybe you should tell him just so you can hopefully talk through it. 

When it comes down to it though, it’s all about what you feel most comfortable doing. :)

3. A secret you haven’t told many people

A secret is a secret for a reason, my friend.

16. Turn ons

• that ~I totally want you in bed right now~ look
• if they can play some sort of musical instrument
• blonde/red hair, backs, boobs HELLO
• the rest are just fantasies of mine ahah

24. Opinion on cheating

Uh.. it’s wrong. End of story.